it´s a zepra with a mohawk!!! o___o

I´ve been in love with this tank since I first saw it and I planned on ordering it when I get back to Finland and if I still have money. Well, I´m here now and I´m not broke but Bluefly doesn´t ship to Finland!! The tank is by Torn btw...

And then there is other shirt that I´ve had my eyes on. It´s Alpha 60´s long loose t-shirt that has a smoking boy´s pic on it. But guess if I can find it anywhere online?

super tired and should be doing everything else than this right now

I recently got invited to lookbook.nu and some of you might have already noticed the link to my profile on the side bar. I was so exited when I received the invitation email but I was kinda scared of posting the first look haha. The invitation was from Paul ;) I haven´t posted many looks yet because I´ve been busy and I´m gonna be quite busy for the next 10 days (school stuff) but after that I´ll be posting more on lookbook and here. I promise! I should have more time now when I´m back in Finland. And slash tee tutorial is coming soon! I´m working on it haha.

Kelly Smith



I must be driving my roomies craaaazy. For example at the store yesterday when I saw 1 awesome pair of to-die-for-shoes and I was all "omg omg OMG I´ll die :ooo". And then when I see all these amazing collections and... aaah uasdshgcgdsygdg

I mean LOOK!!!! I don´t know what to say. Just asughudy gsugfsdg sdvbAMAAAAAAAZINGakh 8'''''))))))))

Alexander McQueen


i´m drowning in drool. if you find me and 3 roommates dead tomorrow morning, blame junya watanabe!

I died. D I E D ! ! ! ! ! I swear I´m shaking. I just saw something so awesome that I can´t even descripe it. Just let the pictures do the talking.

Junya Watanabe F/W 09/10 Paris

i sold my jeans to the devil

(title: paul)

I haven´t posted in a veery long time! I came to Estonia a week ago and after thar I haven´t had a proper internet connection. First I was like "OH NO! How do I follow fashion and shows and all the blogs now?? I´ll be so out when I get back to Finland :'''(". But after all... I´ve had a pretty good time here so far. I´ve shopped and eaten in fancy restaurants (well, once :p) and seen places. I´ve bought a belt, harem (kind of) pants, a shirt and a cardigan. And umm... non of them were on my wish list I made before I left. And I found perfect shoes!!! But size 36 was too big for me (wtf?) and they didn´t have smaller.

Here you can see my bed and my pink suitcase and 2 bags (the black and white 1 in the corner is my favorite. It´s Friis & Company) and 1 pair of shoes.
And 1 week later... (and this is after I picked up all the stuff from the floor and put them on my bed)
This is a pic of the jacket I´m making at school. I´ve actually already cut the pieces and started to sew. The other exchange students study their second year. And the class where we are now study their second year too. And I´m on my first year, so, I kind of find this weird sometimes. It´s like I should know how to do stuff that I haven´t done before. I haven´t done any major mistakes yet, so it´s cool. And I´m doing good!
My salad with fish and orange-sauce.
This 1 I took when we were watching a fashion show practises. Those snakes skins pants are everywhere but I´m not really getting into them. They would look awesome with someone with long and thin legs but not on me. They are not my style anyway. Leather pants I could wear! And I want fur hat. I´ve seen a few people wearing 1 but I haven´t found any yet. Maybe I should go look at the mens department because all the people wearing the kinda hat I would want have been men. Maybe next time I see some1 wearing that kind of hat I have to ask them where they bought it. I´ve been walking around the city a lot and I´ve noticed that in Tallinn almost everybody looks the same. They don´t have the kind of street style like in Helsinki or other big cities. Everybody wears fur and patent leather.


alan olla aika kikseissääää!! (sorry, i couldn´t express my feelings in english)

Some of you may know that I´m going to Estonia tomorrow. For 4 weeks. It´s a student exchange project. My school there is called toostushariduskeskus (or tööstus...? :o) :DD. I think it´s funny. I´m getting pretty excited. I hate it that every time you go somewhere, you can only take a limited amount of clothes with you. I´ve packed almost everything and now I´m just waiting for my mom because she comes here tonight and she gives me a ride to the harbour tomorrow morning. There I´ll meet the other girls that are going too.
List of things I´ll be looking for while I´m there:
-black shoes with chunky heels
-black bag with fringes
-black leather shorts
-red sunglasses
-floral thights
...and maybe new black jeans that I would cut.
That´s a lot of black :o Anyways... I´ll write whenever I have time. I´m gonna take my laptop with me but I´m not sure if there´s a net connection in our dormitory.

i don´t know why i ever felt like i needed to change

As you can see, I dyed my hair back to black. Or actually it´s dark brown but it looks like black hehe. That color I had just wasn´t for me. And I was supposed to dye it blonde but I couldn´t imagine myself blonde again. Today I felt more like myself than in a long time. I´m happy :)

I wanted to show you guys this DIY top that just made. It was a L-size long white top and I planned to cut it inspired by this Alexander Wang´s dress but I looked like a fat sausage in it :D And I´m being serious, it had "lose 20lbs now!" written all over it. So, I changed it so that it looks like this now. I don´t know if I look any better in it but I like it more this way! You can´t even imagine how much it shrank after I had done those knitted-looking parts.

I´m wearing a dark blue top under it and a black skirt. Skirt was like that already... I didn´t cut it too :D

Maybe I should make a post about how to make this top..? It wasn´t hard to make! I´m sure anyone could pull this out.